Have you ever had one of those dreams that led you down such an emotional path that you awoke, startled from the dream? I had one when my daughter, Natalie, got married. And then I had one last night.
I dreamed about a number of things and events, ending with a scene featuring my younger daughter, Meredith. For some reason I was giving her a gift -- I think it was some sort of jewelry. Anyway, I wasn't sure if she would like it, but she exclaimed that she really did! I felt relieved as I gave her the gift. It seems like we hugged at that moment. Then she asked, "Do you think you would want to go back?" Before I could answer, she said "
I would." I understood what she meant. At that moment, we were both hugging each other, and we began to cry. It was such a tender moment. I immediately woke up, barely choking back my tears. It was dark -- not quite dawn. It took me awhile to fall off to sleep again.
I don't know what caused me to dream that dream. I do know that I felt a wonderful connection with my daughter. It was as if we understood everything we needed to understand about each other. But then, perhaps I was transporting to my dream world cares from my real world. It is amazing how much parents worry about their children. We worry about their finding the right mate, the right job, a good future. And usually there is one child we worry about more than the others -- and sometimes, dream about.
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